Sometimes life gives you what you need, even if you don't believe you deserve it.Kate Daniels wants it all-a big, crazy life, lots of kids, and an adoring husband. Someday. For now, she'll be happy just to survive her first semester of college. Billy McDonald wants it all, too. Since the day he got his first guitar, he's had one goal-to prove he's worth something. His dream is so close, he can almost touch it. Thrown together during a freak snowstorm, Kate and Billy's lives become permanently entwined. On the outside, they have nothing in common, but scars aren't always visible and abuse doesn't always leave a mark. Kate keeps the pain of her past buried, while Billy carries his like a weapon. In spite of finding love, Billy continues to be haunted by his childhood and tempted by the excesses of the music industry. He struggles to keep his career on track and his inner demons at bay, until one night, he makes a mistake that could cost him everything. Kate may have found her happily ever after, but for Billy, the nightmare has just begun. Set against a backdrop of heavy metal and emerging grunge, At This Moment is the first book in the Of Love and Madness Series. A love story that unfolds over twenty-five years, it's the tale of two damaged people trying to make their way in the world without destroying themselves or each other in the process.