I don't worry or care what others think of me. The only opinion of me that matters is our Lord's. People will ask,if the Lord spoke to him in 2000, why did it take him so long to get his message out. Why did he do this or that after he became AWARE. When the Lord spoke to me in 2000 and told me it's his will that he has let me become AWARE of. I thought this is it. Insanity. You tell people you know the Lord's will. That he has shown you, told you and let you see the result, good and bad, of every decision you made and make in life. They want and put you on drugs.Faith. It's hard for alot of people to have. You think you're seeing people getting away with crimes including murder. Pervert priests and alot of other sick sh*t going practically unpunished is what makes it hard. When you proove your faith. When you become AWARE of and acknowledge God's presence in your life. The only thing you will fear is God. That is the ultimate blessing. You are in heaven. Heaven and hell exist right here on earth. We make our own luck in life. Be good. Fruit and good living. Empathy and giving will enable you to enjoy this world better.