Pain and grief are old friends. Iโve done my best to balance them, ignore them, simply live with them my whole life. And I had a plan. Summer break was going to be my time to finally address my grief with Nevaeh by my side.We were supposed to be happy, to start planning the rest of our lives together because Iโve known from the moment we met that Iโm going to marry her.Nothing was supposed to go wrong.But t ...Full description
Pain and grief are old friends. Iโve done my best to balance them, ignore them, simply live with them my whole life. And I had a plan. Summer break was going to be my time to finally address my grief with Nevaeh by my side.We were supposed to be happy, to start planning the rest of our lives together because Iโve known from the moment we met that Iโm going to marry her.Nothing was supposed to go wrong.But then everything did.Now, my whole world is upside down and nothing makes sense anymore. Not my feelings. Not right or wrong. Not even left or right.All I can focus on is that Iโm leading the Driversโ Championship, but my rivals arenโt far behind me. Theyโre threatening to take away my chance to get my first title.Worst of all, the reason Iโm lost, the cause behind it all, isnโt going away. Itโs here to stay, no matter how forcefully that may be.And Iโm scared itโll cost me the one person I need more than oxygen to breathe.Iโm scared itโll cost me the love of my life, and if I doโฆThatโs something I could never survive.