I've had a crush on Alex ever since he moved next door to my mom and I a few months ago. For a twenty-three year-old, I seem to spend an embarrassing amount of time daydreaming about the gorgeous older man next door. It's a welcome relief from an unhappy home life.

And when I find out he is a Dom and co-owner of a club, those daydreams suddenly become a lot more x-rated as I start doing some research into BDSM.

But I know that if I really want to learn about the lifestyle properly, then I will need the guidance of an experienced Dom who can show me how good it feels to surrender.

And who better than Alex? The man who causes my heart to flutter and my stomach to flip every time he even smiles at me.

I know once I'm willingly helpless and at his mercy, I'll understand what true bliss feels like.