This is a book done during pandemic, is full of thoughts, teachings, tales, meditations and other things it talks about my life, but also about yours. Read it slowly to notice that many of the things that I narrate here are also part of your own life. We human beings resemble each other more than we think, but in our interior, we keep secrets of what we really are. For years I tried to save thoughts and things that I lived and to bring them into light, in a process of permanent cleaning. I must confess that sometimes I was surprised to reread what is written here. I cannot say that my life has been easy and without pain, on the contrary, pain has been the tool that made me grow the most. But I also saw, how love and forgiveness were always present, healing my past. With amazement, I realized how during my life span, technology advanced faster than my words, and hopefully I will see my loved ones in heaven...I lived what I had to live. I regret many of my wrongdoings but such is life, the good, the bad and the ugly. I've asked God for forgiveness from the bottom of my heart and I believe He surely did. The pandemic we are going through gave me time to think, think a lot, is like a wall that divides the before and after, the present and the future, the future and eternity. Thus the title of this book. An eternity without God would be the equivalent to hell. We have to listen to the depths of our soul, so will find a loving father always expecting us to return. We are his prodigal children and He will embrace us if come back with humility and heart's willingness.